spring!

I wouldn’t say it’s *entirely* sprung, but spring is on its way - finally! Last week, I heard an Eastern Meadowlark for the first time on Clear Creek Trail! And just five minutes ago, I saw the very first bluebird come to claim (I hope!) my bluebird house as his own for the season. YAY! The Red Winged Blackbirds appeared a couple of weeks ago, but they’re not too irritating yet. I hardly have ANY birds at the feeders now, save for a couple of woodpeckers now and then at the suet.

this past winter - perhaps thanks to the heavy snows? - we had a Brown Creeper, a Flicker (saw him just this week), a pair of Pileated Woodpeckers (M&F eating at the same time!), song sparrows, chipping sparrows, american tree sparrows, a pair of towhees, and (of course) lots of others i should have written down.

saturday

we watched iu today - at purdue - which they lost, of course. it wasn’t too bad, i guess. i wondered if the players actually are rivals and would get in a fight or something, or if they perform some ritual of which i don’t know the name and like one another.

i haven’t played with flippy-froggu in a long time.

it snowed today and it was nice and cozy. i took lucy out and took pictures.

now we are watching sherlock holmes. i got him one series for his birthday. i also got him a t-shirt from that stupid movie princess bride

george was here on friday and it was nice

i got this from lynn today and was so happy!

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life.

listening to WFIU. It’s now something else but earlier it was performance today with a fred guy who looks like tim. there i said it.

not losing weight. bleh. went to the chiropractor once and she twisted my neck but didn’t help my bac. she said i have fallen arches and poked them with the funny vibrator thing, but it didn’t help very much. it felt good though.

speaking of feeling good. yep. does it count that every new e-mail i see, i wonder if it’s his? that i drove lucy around yesterday because i wanted to see how long it took to get to his place? dammit. dammit.

writing to catherine. it is nice to talk to her again

i bought a bunch of valentine-card-making stuff at michael’s yesterday as a project to de-stress, but just need to sit down and DO THEM.

now i’m really tired and depressed sitting here.  the birds were singing, but now it’s cold, my back hurts, it’s dark, and the music is sad.

i don’t want to be sad. i want to want to exercise. i want to talk with lynn about george and mimi. i don’t want to get a job. i am compensating for this by not asking my parents for anything i don’t have to, so i’m worried about money.

i want to look good again. i want my BACK to stop HURTING. i want to do my back exercises. i wish i could go to the urologist. i wish i could just get up and do it all, already.

dammit.

Current Mood: Angry

well, he didn’t call me.

oh well. i don’t care, and i’m spending the day getting high and telling myself i don’t care.

sick.

snow. lots of it.

sickness. lots of it. also lots of sprite.

worst sport announcers. ohio state beat iu today.

irritation.

i have had a good day. very busy. can’t figure out if i should do my class on paper or on the computer. but sitting at my desk hurts my arms. blah.

life sucks.

i am taking a class at iu. social theory - it’s a good thing. i almost got kicked out because i’m last on the waitlist, but i e-mailed her and she said she’s fine with it. i guess i’m special. but i have to go on campus tomorrow to franklin hall and talk to the registrar in person.

i want to have or to go to a party. no one is having one. or no one we know wants to get together. i am lonely, i guess.

a.s. again over the weekend. stopped by erin’s house with my mom. my purse stunk of it.

still here.

it’s been so long since i have written in this thing!

… and this is why

nursing class! this isn’t the whole class, though — i think we have twelve?

this is jesse, dani, roz, catherine, tosha, beth, and weida. there’s also becky, kayla, and april, and joann the teacher

today.

stressful. slept until 11.30 and rushing around trying to get stuff done before going to get me some new SMALLER clothes! don’t have to do everything, remember!

happy perky time.

i am flying!

i cut my own hair just now. i cancelled with Amanda earlier today because I felt bad. I have been really productive today! That is quite important to me since I am not working right now. Lots of things done.

i really want a portal webpage like onestart, but for my life. is there something like that?

catching up on postcrossing. i don’t think i can type right anymore. i wonder if we will even take kelly’s boat out this year. blah.